I really think I'm going mad. I've got a cold AGAIN.
And he still 'ignores' me.
He answered to a SMS, but nothing more.
I wish I was a cuter girl, and I wish I had more guts.
But unfortunately I don't.
- Jasmin
May 28, 2009
May 21, 2009
Confusion.
Aargh.
You know, this years graduation-singing-fest-thing is standing out. Of course, since he was on the last few singing-fest-things, I asked him if he would come to this too. (Since it was when I saw him for he second time. The first time was two years ago, but that is another story.)
And what does he answer? 'Nope. Never went to that.'
GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAARL.
Me, completely pissed, answers 'Well, it's really cool. Pity for you if you don't come.'.
Then, two days later. 'Try something different and come. More than you not liking it won't happen.'
Such an idiot. I decided to hate him for the last few days.
But today I saw him in the city. (Dayuum, there were nice cars. Oldtimers, they're so cuuute! Like..)
his..really nice..and (fortunately to see, without those wide pants) cute..ass. :D
Maaarf, I think I'm ass-fixated. Nice booties make my day. And his is..Well, nice.
And if the theory about..you know, shoes..is true. And about noses..Well, if it true..I'm..lucky :D
Gooshpops, I'm talking complete and utter shit. I'm such a pervert :D
You know, this years graduation-singing-fest-thing is standing out. Of course, since he was on the last few singing-fest-things, I asked him if he would come to this too. (Since it was when I saw him for he second time. The first time was two years ago, but that is another story.)
And what does he answer? 'Nope. Never went to that.'
GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAARL.
Me, completely pissed, answers 'Well, it's really cool. Pity for you if you don't come.'.
Then, two days later. 'Try something different and come. More than you not liking it won't happen.'
Such an idiot. I decided to hate him for the last few days.
But today I saw him in the city. (Dayuum, there were nice cars. Oldtimers, they're so cuuute! Like..)
his..really nice..and (fortunately to see, without those wide pants) cute..ass. :D
Maaarf, I think I'm ass-fixated. Nice booties make my day. And his is..Well, nice.
And if the theory about..you know, shoes..is true. And about noses..Well, if it true..I'm..lucky :D
Gooshpops, I'm talking complete and utter shit. I'm such a pervert :D
May 16, 2009
I gots the A!
Maths is cool now. I got an A. The teacher likes me.
Now the only thing(s) to beat are..the Physics and the Biology test in the SAME week. One two days after the other. Ohyay.
And there's a Latin (latin, latin latin?) test in that week, too. And Geography. Holy hell, I think I'ma gonna shoot myself.
Did I tell you about annoying DJ?
Yeah, she's really annoying. She thinks I'm her possession. That why we call her BLUMS. Besitzergreifend (that's possessive), Lesbisch (lesbian), und (and), mit (with) Selbstwertproblemen (self-confidence issues.).
In Music, for example. She always sat next to me, at least the last school year. Now, it's not a law that she has to sit next to me, so Stefie asked me if I'd like to sit next to her. Well, I took the usual place, but Stefie came a bit late, so DJ put her school bag next to mine. Weell, long story, short ending: We kicked it away and Stefie sat next to me. My BFF, after all (:
Oh yeah, plus Stefie and I started a Penis-Battle. You have to find words for 'penis'. Like willy, stick, hydrant, and stuff. We battled the whole day, it caused a lot of confusion under all our classmates.
Thomas ignores me so far.
Nao, let me watch my Eurovision Songcontest in peace,
Love you guys, Su.
Now the only thing(s) to beat are..the Physics and the Biology test in the SAME week. One two days after the other. Ohyay.
And there's a Latin (latin, latin latin?) test in that week, too. And Geography. Holy hell, I think I'ma gonna shoot myself.
Did I tell you about annoying DJ?
Yeah, she's really annoying. She thinks I'm her possession. That why we call her BLUMS. Besitzergreifend (that's possessive), Lesbisch (lesbian), und (and), mit (with) Selbstwertproblemen (self-confidence issues.).
In Music, for example. She always sat next to me, at least the last school year. Now, it's not a law that she has to sit next to me, so Stefie asked me if I'd like to sit next to her. Well, I took the usual place, but Stefie came a bit late, so DJ put her school bag next to mine. Weell, long story, short ending: We kicked it away and Stefie sat next to me. My BFF, after all (:
Oh yeah, plus Stefie and I started a Penis-Battle. You have to find words for 'penis'. Like willy, stick, hydrant, and stuff. We battled the whole day, it caused a lot of confusion under all our classmates.
Thomas ignores me so far.
Nao, let me watch my Eurovision Songcontest in peace,
Love you guys, Su.
May 12, 2009
I welcome you to..madness!
Welll...I'm still waiting for the Sims 3 (I almost wrote 2, duuuh.).
The time is passing so slowly, kinda silly. Where are the last 3 months? Already waaaay in the past. But the next four weeks? Effin' far away.
I hate it.
I HATE it. (seems like I'm still pissed because of the cold..)
XOXO, Su.
The time is passing so slowly, kinda silly. Where are the last 3 months? Already waaaay in the past. But the next four weeks? Effin' far away.
I hate it.
I HATE it. (seems like I'm still pissed because of the cold..)
XOXO, Su.
May 3, 2009
I wanna kill myself .___.
I fucking hate colds. I'm sitting here, indoors, while it gets warm outside. I'm sitting here, indoors, with a scarf. I'm sitting here, indoors, with 20.000 tissues and a running nose.
Seriously, I drooled during the night. I only do that when it's warm, but was it warm? I only used the fucking blanket, because otherwise I would've gotten very cold.
Did I make myself clear?
Fine, then piss off. (I hate you guys.)
P.S.: Colds make me a bit quick-tempered. That goes away after a while.
Now? PISS OFF.
Seriously, I drooled during the night. I only do that when it's warm, but was it warm? I only used the fucking blanket, because otherwise I would've gotten very cold.
Did I make myself clear?
Fine, then piss off. (I hate you guys.)
P.S.: Colds make me a bit quick-tempered. That goes away after a while.
Now? PISS OFF.
May 2, 2009
Oh woot.
Munich was awesome. Oh, you didn't know I went there, right?
Well, now you know. School-ish thing.
One long word for it:
Supercalifragelistiexpealigetic. Really, I've never had so good 2 1/2 days. Perfect musicmix, perfect roomies, perfect new friends, perfect time.
And the perfectest thingy: Maggie's room kinda had a really good view to the house, which beared some really nice looking Italians. And dayuuum, the were also nice. After one day we knew some names. Marco and Roberto were the 16-year-olds, Michi (in Italian Miki) and Roland were South-Tyroleans and both 14. (Michi later became Jana's boyfriend, but we all knew it wasn't real love, cuz' Jana isn't really ready for a guy. I mean, her sour face when we played truth or dare and she had to give him a little kissy ... ) On the second day we went to see the Bavaria Filmstudios and the Hellabrunn Zoo. (I saw a real actor from Marienhof there, man he's hot.)
And in the evening, when we had our freetime, I washed my hair and wanted to dry it, but Elli suddenly stormed into the room and shouted something like "OMGOMG MICHI TOLD MARCO THAT I LOVE HIMMM. NOOO AND I RAN AWAY!!!"
So I dried my hair and went into the familyroom with her, only to find the two Italians gone. (They came b- ohwait, just wait.)
We played truth or dare again, with Michi and Roland. I didn't play with them, because it was a bitty stupid. Then Michi was like "Oh, uh, what's your name again? Yeah, Jasmin, Roland has a crush on you."
I really thought that was cute, but I had to tell him that I love Thomas. (Wells, he had a nice body, but for one day? Seriously, one day is a bit short. Plus he only knew me for that short time..)
Then the verrry nice Italians came again. Elli went tomato-red, I giggled nonstop and Maggie hid, because the one perverted Italian with which she had flirted the other day was there too. (Nontheless, HOT.)
Marco told Michi something, and he again said "You..uuhhh..Jasmin, right, he there (Roberto), has a crush on you."
And again, same story, we told him I 'have a BF that is a drunk and punches everyone that hits on me.' (Our boys were SO JEALOUS. Gosh, it cracked me up.)
Of course we all were very sad when we had to go to bed. (Because we KNEW that this was the last time we would see all those guys.)
On the next day we visited the Deutsches Museum. Sad, bored and tired.
And I still miss it. But the funny thing is, we have to write something about it in school, and our theme is 'Intercultural conversations' *wink wink*
Loadsa fun, since now I'm much more self-confident when it comes to Thomas. (SINCE I HAD FUCKING TWO ADMIRERS. *feels honoured*)
And now, I'm sitting here with a cold. Munich's got me. They left three windows open during the night, complaining about it being so hot. And I got all the cold :^:
See you, Su.
Well, now you know. School-ish thing.
One long word for it:
Supercalifragelistiexpealigetic. Really, I've never had so good 2 1/2 days. Perfect musicmix, perfect roomies, perfect new friends, perfect time.
And the perfectest thingy: Maggie's room kinda had a really good view to the house, which beared some really nice looking Italians. And dayuuum, the were also nice. After one day we knew some names. Marco and Roberto were the 16-year-olds, Michi (in Italian Miki) and Roland were South-Tyroleans and both 14. (Michi later became Jana's boyfriend, but we all knew it wasn't real love, cuz' Jana isn't really ready for a guy. I mean, her sour face when we played truth or dare and she had to give him a little kissy ... ) On the second day we went to see the Bavaria Filmstudios and the Hellabrunn Zoo. (I saw a real actor from Marienhof there, man he's hot.)
And in the evening, when we had our freetime, I washed my hair and wanted to dry it, but Elli suddenly stormed into the room and shouted something like "OMGOMG MICHI TOLD MARCO THAT I LOVE HIMMM. NOOO AND I RAN AWAY!!!"
So I dried my hair and went into the familyroom with her, only to find the two Italians gone. (They came b- ohwait, just wait.)
We played truth or dare again, with Michi and Roland. I didn't play with them, because it was a bitty stupid. Then Michi was like "Oh, uh, what's your name again? Yeah, Jasmin, Roland has a crush on you."
I really thought that was cute, but I had to tell him that I love Thomas. (Wells, he had a nice body, but for one day? Seriously, one day is a bit short. Plus he only knew me for that short time..)
Then the verrry nice Italians came again. Elli went tomato-red, I giggled nonstop and Maggie hid, because the one perverted Italian with which she had flirted the other day was there too. (Nontheless, HOT.)
Marco told Michi something, and he again said "You..uuhhh..Jasmin, right, he there (Roberto), has a crush on you."
And again, same story, we told him I 'have a BF that is a drunk and punches everyone that hits on me.' (Our boys were SO JEALOUS. Gosh, it cracked me up.)
Of course we all were very sad when we had to go to bed. (Because we KNEW that this was the last time we would see all those guys.)
On the next day we visited the Deutsches Museum. Sad, bored and tired.
And I still miss it. But the funny thing is, we have to write something about it in school, and our theme is 'Intercultural conversations' *wink wink*
Loadsa fun, since now I'm much more self-confident when it comes to Thomas. (SINCE I HAD FUCKING TWO ADMIRERS. *feels honoured*)
And now, I'm sitting here with a cold. Munich's got me. They left three windows open during the night, complaining about it being so hot. And I got all the cold :^:
See you, Su.
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