Whoo, shiny!
First: The story of the sport's day. It was OK, really exhausting. But we had a lot of fun.
So, what's more important (or funnier):
I fell asleep on the sofa, it was raining then. But when I woke up, I was lying in the bathroom. And I was drooling. My granny said I stood up, and she thought I was drying my hair so she didn't want to disturb me.
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Inspired by all the 366's I've seen so far.
Jun 30, 2009
Jun 26, 2009
Jun 23, 2009
It really looks like I want those who don't want me and I don't want those who want me. Life really is shit, isn't it?
You know, I think I made Thomas look like a better person than he was, just in my mind.
I wish this year hadn't happened. I wish I had never met and fallen in love with him.
Sometimes I wish I had no heart. He wasn't there today. I waited the whole evening and he didn't come.
Sometimes I think that god doesn't think I deserve to be happy. God takes everything from me and expects me to laugh and be happy all through these times. I wish my daddy back. I wish I could talk to him now, tell him what is taking me down these days and cry on his shoulder.
I just wish I could do this one more time..Why did god have to take exactly my dad? Why not a child-molestor or an alcoholic? Why my wonderful, nice and lovable daddy?
I don't think I believe into god anymore. I just can't.
My life is going down. All the way down, till it comes to a sudden end.
And then there's just darkness.
You know, I think I made Thomas look like a better person than he was, just in my mind.
I wish this year hadn't happened. I wish I had never met and fallen in love with him.
Sometimes I wish I had no heart. He wasn't there today. I waited the whole evening and he didn't come.
Sometimes I think that god doesn't think I deserve to be happy. God takes everything from me and expects me to laugh and be happy all through these times. I wish my daddy back. I wish I could talk to him now, tell him what is taking me down these days and cry on his shoulder.
I just wish I could do this one more time..Why did god have to take exactly my dad? Why not a child-molestor or an alcoholic? Why my wonderful, nice and lovable daddy?
I don't think I believe into god anymore. I just can't.
My life is going down. All the way down, till it comes to a sudden end.
And then there's just darkness.
Jun 22, 2009
Holy shaaat.
Wait. I did not think the whole day that he is cute. Today was a rehearsal (as well as tomorrow will be), and we standing at the end, right at the opposite direction.
Like this
|(<- we) |(<-he)
| |
And he was sitting on a chair, it looked like he sat in the rubbish can.
That's also a reason why we lol'ed allll the time. The first hour was so funny, I almost peed a little.
Anyways, have you heard about the woman that died in Iran, and her death was captured on a cell? Neda was her name. I just saw the video, I really started to cry. I think this whole mess should come to an end, all they do is fight and fight and kill people. And who is happy in the end? No one.
Like this
|(<- we) |(<-he)
| |
And he was sitting on a chair, it looked like he sat in the rubbish can.
That's also a reason why we lol'ed allll the time. The first hour was so funny, I almost peed a little.
Anyways, have you heard about the woman that died in Iran, and her death was captured on a cell? Neda was her name. I just saw the video, I really started to cry. I think this whole mess should come to an end, all they do is fight and fight and kill people. And who is happy in the end? No one.
Jun 21, 2009
The day after tomorrooow~
We're gonna show him. The power of giirrrls. And tomorrow we're already training, so I might see him too. Oh shit, that reminds me..I have an English-revision tomorrow. I have to get an A. If I don't, she might give me a B in the final report card. Oh halp. I'm not feeling ready to do this tenses-rev. D:
- Jasmin
- Jasmin
Jun 18, 2009
I'm rusted from the rain.
Some days are beautiful.
Some are not.
Today is one of the not beautiful ones.
I wish this day was over.
Some are not.
Today is one of the not beautiful ones.
I wish this day was over.
Jun 17, 2009
Oh.My.Goodness²
What the hell happened to his hair? It's reaaally short and curly now. He looks like a grandma.
But I like him, nonetheless. That IS the worst thing. He lied to me, ignores me, (makes me dream he has girlfriends and kissing them in front of dream-me), looks awfully awkward - cute now..
We will be so hot and blow him away on Tuesday. Cue the pitchforks, it's time for overall - no makeup - wet hair photos!
Oh what the hell. Yeah, now you've seen it.
But I like him, nonetheless. That IS the worst thing. He lied to me, ignores me, (makes me dream he has girlfriends and kissing them in front of dream-me), looks awfully awkward - cute now..
We will be so hot and blow him away on Tuesday. Cue the pitchforks, it's time for overall - no makeup - wet hair photos!
Oh what the hell. Yeah, now you've seen it.
Jun 16, 2009
Utterly amazed by your face.
Why does Caro have to tell me HOW MUCH FUUUN they have while driving home with the bus? (She told me that she had met him and blah, blah, blah.)
This all went wrong.
I should be the one laughing with him, having fun. I should be so sweet and wonderful that he starts to love me.
Wow. Ok, I don't think he likes her, but WHY does she have to talk about that, if she knows that that HURTS me.
You know what? His name was written in BLACK BOLD LETTERS on our music teacher's 'who sings on that matriculation-fest?' - list.
So that means..Yeah, he lied to me. Twice. I have to admit that he has no reason not to lie to me, but I would appreciate if he didn't.
Wow. I guess it's true what people say about us girls: We always pick the assholes.
And I'm going to look STUNNING when I go there. Wearing this cool overall-black-thingy I got today.
And I'll show this arse.
- Jasmin
This all went wrong.
I should be the one laughing with him, having fun. I should be so sweet and wonderful that he starts to love me.
Wow. Ok, I don't think he likes her, but WHY does she have to talk about that, if she knows that that HURTS me.
You know what? His name was written in BLACK BOLD LETTERS on our music teacher's 'who sings on that matriculation-fest?' - list.
So that means..Yeah, he lied to me. Twice. I have to admit that he has no reason not to lie to me, but I would appreciate if he didn't.
Wow. I guess it's true what people say about us girls: We always pick the assholes.
And I'm going to look STUNNING when I go there. Wearing this cool overall-black-thingy I got today.
And I'll show this arse.
- Jasmin
Jun 13, 2009
My future has new plans!
As soon as I'm 18, have my driver's license and 200 hours of childcare together, I'm heading to the USA for a year of being an Au Pair!
That sounds so cool, being in a foreign country, but still having a 'family' that kinda takes care of you and is really nice. And you always have some helpers if there is an emergency.
Sounds cool? Yeah, I really think I will do that once. I mean, it's not even THAT long, considering I turn 14 this year. (Which means only 4 years and a half, which is NOTHING.)
- Jasmin
That sounds so cool, being in a foreign country, but still having a 'family' that kinda takes care of you and is really nice. And you always have some helpers if there is an emergency.
Sounds cool? Yeah, I really think I will do that once. I mean, it's not even THAT long, considering I turn 14 this year. (Which means only 4 years and a half, which is NOTHING.)
- Jasmin
Jun 12, 2009
Two years.
I so wanna be at the Frequency. I mean, great bands, meeting loads of new people and four days of fun?!
Hello?!
Why did god have to make me be born in 1995, why not in 1993 or 1992?!
Argh, anyways, mum and I watched Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian this evening at the cinema. I lol'ed my ass off. Never have seen such a funny and amazing movie, even though I wanted to cry all time through it. (You don't need to know the reasons, that's really personal.)
Now now, I'm tired.
- Jasmin.
Hello?!
Why did god have to make me be born in 1995, why not in 1993 or 1992?!
Argh, anyways, mum and I watched Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian this evening at the cinema. I lol'ed my ass off. Never have seen such a funny and amazing movie, even though I wanted to cry all time through it. (You don't need to know the reasons, that's really personal.)
Now now, I'm tired.
- Jasmin.
Jun 1, 2009
Do dreams show your future?
If so, I just ALWAYS will have him facing away from me.
Ok, I guess you don't understand a thing now, so I'll explain:
I just woke up (after I banged my head against my mum's, major *headdesk*) from a dream of school. Well, a singing-thing-fest, to be exact. And of course, he was there. (Unlike the graduation party, where he WON'T be.)
Looking good as always, he sat down behind me. Then somehow we left, but came back again. He wasn't there anymore. He came back not much later, sitting down in front of me. I wasn't sure if it was him, but I think it was him.
I have a plan: I'm just going to search him on the last school day and tell him my whole story. And then I'll let him say something, if he even says something. Either way, I'll leave afterwards.
-Jasmin
Ok, I guess you don't understand a thing now, so I'll explain:
I just woke up (after I banged my head against my mum's, major *headdesk*) from a dream of school. Well, a singing-thing-fest, to be exact. And of course, he was there. (Unlike the graduation party, where he WON'T be.)
Looking good as always, he sat down behind me. Then somehow we left, but came back again. He wasn't there anymore. He came back not much later, sitting down in front of me. I wasn't sure if it was him, but I think it was him.
I have a plan: I'm just going to search him on the last school day and tell him my whole story. And then I'll let him say something, if he even says something. Either way, I'll leave afterwards.
-Jasmin
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