In school. Bored as hell.

So guys, I'm still alive. Not that you cared, because no one of you even follows my blog. DAMMIT.
Nah, I'm writing because it is fun.
So, about Thomas: I still love him like HECK. He is cute, awesome and sweet. he cut his hair, but that looks even more awesome. And sweet. And cute. Gawsh, if I could do one thing, I'd...Let you guess, but I think you already know that.
And now my ideas are all gone. Dammit, again.

I mean, I'd snowball him, but what if he hates me then? Hatred would be..rather shitty, wouldn't it? Now, his lessons end the same time as ours do. I'll wait for him and ki-uhhhh, say Hi to him. I'd give almost everything to be 'his girl'. To be able to touch his hair, kiss his lips, hug his body..Hurgh, I should stop the fancying and the face the truth already..
BUT I CAN'T. He has turned my world upside down. My life. Now he makes me go crazy, making me feel like a dumb fool with no self-confidence. Because I was never really confident. But since I saw him, for the first time, I feel as if I never had any of it.

Do love me, Thomas, pweasy pweaseeeee~!